
I'm in an odd mood today...... I don't know why...
... but this is kind of how I'm feeling...
we're happy, then again we're not, we shout through the endless doubt....

Lately I have lost my partner Morgan to a book more than a drum. But the book is about drumming, so maybe its not so different. 
This book is helping to inspire me, to spur me on. In the past I have scared easily and talked big but rarely acted. I guess I have just got tired of that, finally. So this year I will make time for dance lessons, for making music, for art. Strangely, it's easier with a baby to care for. I don't want to be mediocre as he deserves so much better. 
Having a partner who is also an artist is a help... and a hindrance. When I say I need time to create he understands. But I have to say it, or he will just drum all day.